Cards and sunshine

I had my tarot cards read on Thursday. I needed it. She was lovely. In short:

• Myles is a very special man, we are both old souls and we will be together for a while yet.
• My family has a hold of me, pinching me on my arm. I have to sever that tie.
• There is a lot of conflict in my family, but I have to stand my ground, I also need to remember that I am not the cause of this conflict.
• All the darkness of the past few years is behind me (yay!).
• Someone who I thought I was close to but has since cut all contact with me was never my friend.
• My father wishes he was more like me.
• I am going to work in Marketing.
• I have to let go of most things, I cannot control them nor do I need to get involved so let it go.
• Me and Myles will travel, a lot.
• I will have money, and everything I want, if I let myself have it, i.e. not feel guilty about having it.
• I will have a child at 28.
• I am the Queen of Cups (unusual apparently since the Queen is rarely tied to a person) - calm, beautiful, fair and compassionate.
• Myles and I will get our chance to run off and dissapear into the sunset.
• I will do well at university.

I think there was more, but it made me feel better. It gave me the motivation that I need. And it was positive, knowing that not yuckyness or depression is ahead.

She said have a coffee and salt bath and banish the bad karma. Did that, if nothing else the caffene was amazing for my skin and the aroma was so soothing. Contemplating taking up Aromatherapy. But can't at home, Mum is sensitive to scent (i.e. anything that doesn't smell like ciggarette smoke makes her feel sick).

Cannot wait till I get my own place/place with Myles!!!

On another note, should have a car in two weeks. Also work is still shit. They have me on (what I suspect is a 3 hour shift as well [not happy!]) when I'm supposed to be doing an orchestra gig. If it weren't for the car, and stupid parents 'work is more important than anything we don't care if you don't like it/think uni work is more important' mentality I would quit so fast, also giving me more time to spend looking for another job.

Anyone in the Newcastle Area want to give me a job? See Queen of Cups for personality traits!

xx