Friends

Its been something that has been bothering me for a while now. Since I left to go away to university I have felt so excluded by my friends from high school. I was away for 18 months and I have returned home to live. I have let it slide, the parties that have been going on without me being invited. But I have had enough.

I don't think I shall bother with this group of people anymore. I don't feel like I can open up to them. I can't spend time with them or relax cause they are constantly judging me. When someone you think likes you has a massive party and you aren't invited, I think its clear where I stand.

But thats ok. They never got the whole creative thing. They never got the music thing. I have recently gotten back in touch with a group of people which I have not seen in a very very long time. They are all creative. They are all magical. They make me want to put fairy lights up all around my house :) These ladies are my real friends.

This is a special moment. From now on I am only going to exhert my energy on people who want to spend time with me. 

Must dash. Father is in another shitty mood cause he had to make an effort tonight. Home can truly be a negative place. This makes the City glow more and more for me :)

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